THE TIME MAKER
The Craftsman: shou jian
Origins:
RafflesInstitution
ThreeK
TennisTeam
Pleasures: artistic ticks
Specifications:
Has a-thing-in-e-head that never stops ticking.
But it never creates the time to indulge in academically pleasing pleasures.
Instead it ticks out a bed of de-colourised fur (or some call it hair).
Cursed by the thing-in-e-head, it constantly produces ever-lasting, never-ending emotional life-timers.
Most of it may be recyclable timings - but only if one has a heart&brain like me. few do.
Some of it would be just bland, tasteless written talk. But only to those who share a heart&brain unlike any of mine.
So this is the timing of the ticking and tocking going on inside and only inside my life-brain.
Feel free to tell the time. But few do.
Monday, February 26, 2007
Pathetic and Disgust.
All that rubbish i did today.
Really didn't think about the consequences before i blurted out.
more than half of the many things and troubles incurred during school days are caused by this lack of thinking. If only we were smart enough to think. Sighs...
I hate myself for all this. worse still, may get others into trouble. feeling really bad...
Its the second major incident of this new year this new class. i've only just whacked myself in the back again. to kill myself.
To be really honest, i dont think it did really add more help. Cause i so happened to have done it.
But i guess really its excuses, self comforting and all that.
Things i should not have done is done. can only face the music now...
Thanks to some really good people, i've seen some light.
Otherwise i'll still be in the darkness. really. i'm not being stupid
but i guess i do really hate myself. For doing all all this....
I'm sorry....
To less personal stuff, ss lessons on racism was really insightful.
Some really interesting, sad, tragic reasonings of this useless human society.
Selfishness, self-idiocy.
But i like to see such insights. It enlightens my life...
shoij 7:07:00 PM